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[17 Apr 2007|07:52pm]
so what the hell is with guys just fucking lying to me? and fucking using me? i'm starting to get used to it. and it's not fair.
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[29 Mar 2007|09:25pm]
i'll be in florida in 14 1/2 hours!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooooo yeah magic cheerleading! im so excited! and i might see giacomo and i haven't seen him in 4 days and i miss him! and he misses me! and that's nice!




i hate packing.
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sqeaky swings and tall grass [27 Feb 2007|03:20pm]
i havent posted in a while. basically just on justcantsay.


there's nothing really to talk about. except the weather. i hate it. summer needs to come fucking quick or i might just shoot myself.


i really like that you like me. but it makes me feel bad for you that i dont like you back. you're such a nice boy, and there aren't many of you. and you make me laugh and feel pretty and loved and the way i want to feel. and i love knowing that im important to someone, that when they see me, they smile. but i just dont like you that way. and im sorry.


i like that you want to hook up with me cause you're hot. so we should probably bang out.






marissa - - i think we might need some apples, and fischel's chop - sticks soon. we might have a trip to memorial field soon.


love me?
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ramblingg [19 Jan 2007|09:07pm]
So I've decided that I'm not going to stress over mid terms. I mean, all my teachers say "Study study study. Blah blah blah. I'm a fat turd", but there are maybe...four days until the first test (?) and I just figure, if I don't know it by now, I wont know it in four days. Don't get me wrong, I'll look over somethings, like vocab, and...shit. But other than that, nothing.


I am so excited because on this coming up Friday, me, K Lawler, and Meg D, are gonna smoke some chron, go to passy's (like always and order bread sticks "to go" hahahHHAHA) and then watch grandmas boy. CAUSE I DONT HAVE MIDTERMS FRIDAYYYYYYY WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


I am also going to make an awesome mixed CD for me and kelley so we can jam to it whenever we're in the car. Like...mad beatz and cool jamz and hot tunez?

Ok. love <3
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[17 Jan 2007|09:32pm]
i really need to stop smoking so much weed. that's why im gaining so much weight. like.....i eat shit when i get hungry....maybe i should turn to a healthier solution..........like CLEMENTINESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS UGH I LOVES THEMS SO MUCHHHHHH <33333333333
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[30 Dec 2006|10:16am]
yup. i really hate my mom.
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the game! [25 Dec 2006|08:03pm]
i love the eagles. end of fucking story.
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[25 Dec 2006|11:37am]
merry christmas
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[19 Dec 2006|08:54pm]
wow. i really hate my mom sometimes.
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[15 Dec 2006|08:07pm]
WHY WONT JAY - Z MARRY ME????!!
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what my coach read to inspire us. [14 Dec 2006|05:40pm]
When you see geese flying along in "V" formation, you might consider what science has discovered as to why they fly that way. As each bird flaps its wings, it creates an uplift for the bird immediately following. By flying in "V" formation, the whole flock adds at least 71 percent greater flying range than if each bird flew on its own. People who share a common direction and sense of community can get where they are going more quickly and easily because they are traveling on the thrust of one another.

When a goose falls out of formation, it suddenly feels the drag and resistance of trying to go it alone - and quickly gets back into formation to take advantage of the lifting power of the bird in front. If we have as much sense as a goose, we will stay in formation with those people who are headed the same way we are.

When the head goose gets tired, it rotates back in the wing and another goose flies point. It is sensible to take turns doing demanding jobs, whether with people or with geese flying south. Geese honk from behind to encourage those up front to keep up their speed.

What messages do we give when we honk from behind? Finally - and this is important - when a goose gets sick or is wounded by gunshot, and falls out of formation, two other geese fall out with that goose and follow it down to lend help and protection. They stay with the fallen goose until it is able to fly or until it dies, and only then do they launch out on their own, or with another formation to catch up with their group.

If we have the sense of a goose, we will stand by each other like that.




i love my coach.
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[13 Dec 2006|02:44pm]
I really love my life right now. minus one young man. but other than that. things are so good. my grades are good, my friends are awesome. guhh. and i can't wait for christmas. I just want to get gifts and peace out. that's really mean and rude but whatever.
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[02 Dec 2006|02:24pm]
i fucking hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate you.


you a fucking selfish son of a bitch. you don't care about anyone's feelings. you just take what you want and then leave. you are a fucking player and i hate you. you don't deserve to live. i hope you get your heart crushed just like you did to me, you fucking asshole. you aren't all that great. 







So, I’m just the medicine
You take when you’re sick
You get well and that’s it
I’m put back on the shelf in your mirror
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[30 Nov 2006|08:56pm]







theghegs machine: i just hated those little like...wing things that popped out. EW
moonxxshine: hahah i know!
moonxxshine: they looked like pickles to me.
theghegs machine: they look like little thumbs
theghegs machine: WIGGLING



FOR YOU MARISSA <33
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[30 Nov 2006|08:40pm]
[ music | No Lies, Just Love - Bright Eyes ]


http://www.potterpuppetpals.com/bothering.html
i'm so lame.






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:) [28 Nov 2006|02:49pm]
i am listening to the soundtrack to requiem for a dream a lot.......guhhh don't judge me.


today is a really good day! i dont see you at all! :) and i like the weather!
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[27 Nov 2006|02:51pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | konstantine - something corporate ]

yup. used.




i'm really disappointed with myself. the choices i make are ridiculous, immature, and wrong. i am just disappointed with life in general. this was not what i expected.




i understand that you want me to believe in god, i really do. but the fact that you flat out told me that i'm not allowed to believe in what i believe in pisses me off. i could feel you staring at me when we said grace. i hate you. you don't even understand. don't force me to go to church as punishment you fuck face.




i need pot. and these grapes i'm eating are really tasty. good job mom! :)

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[26 Nov 2006|12:42pm]
3rd time used
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KRAVY [25 Nov 2006|03:23pm]
I TALKED WITH MR. KRAVITZ LAST NIGHT!!!! AT THE GAME!!!!! <33333333
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Gobble Gobble [23 Nov 2006|11:57pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

t day )
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